Ive been living in a box,
trapped in a closet,
fumigating my lungs with all my bad habits, theres trash on the floors like theres cobwebs in the attic,
when the walls begin to crumble, I build them up like an addict.
I’m addicted to the pain
I keep it in a locket
Happiness, however
I keep hidden in my wallet
Next to the secrets
Deep in my pockets
Like the dunes of a restless wasteland this cruel wind eats away at my soul, i am more than merely a man wandering this hateful world, i am a monster at times, at others a saint, i am the messenger!
Somebody get this girl some food,
with a side of dignity,
because her negativity is beginning to rub off on me
The casing stones, made up of 100-inch-thick, 20-ton block of hard, white limestone, similar to marble but superior in hardness and in durability against the elements, 144,000 in all, were so brilliant that they could literally be seen from the mountains of Israel hundreds of miles away. On bright mornings and late afternoons, sunlight reflected by this vast mirrored surface of 5-1/4 acres distinguished the Pyramid as being visible from the moon. (symbolic significance, in Bible prophecy 144,000 is the number of people-12,000 from each of the 12 tribes of Israel-who are supposed to evangelize the world at the endtime.) Those tribes were the slaves who built the Pyramid of Giza… Anyways… Only a solid stone mountain could endure the Pyramid’s immense weight. And indeed, a flat solid granite mountain happens to be located just beneath the surface of the ground directly under the Pyramid. It is built to face true North. The Pyramid is located at the exact center of the Earth’s land mass. That is, its East-West axis corresponds to the longest land parallel across the Earth, passing through Africa, Asia, and America. Similarly, the longest land meridian on Earth, through Asia, Africa, Europa, and Antarctica, also passes right through the Pyramid. Since the Earth has enough land area to provide 3 billion possible building sites for the Pyramid, the odds of it’s having been built where it is are 1 in 3 billion. Crazy huh? There’s more… We know from geometry that there is a universal relationship between the diameter of a circle and its circumference. Consider this: The height of the Pyramid’s apex is 5,812.98 inches, and each side is 9,131 inches from corner to corner (in a straight line). If the circumference of the Pyramid is divided by twice its height (the diameter of a circle is twice the radius), the result is 3.14159, which just happens to be pi. Incredibly, this calculation is accurate to six digits. So the Pyramid is a square circle, and thus pi was designed into it 4,600 years ago. And it goes on… Other numbers are also repeated throughout. Each of the Pyramids four walls, when measured as a straight line, are 9,131 inches, for a total of 36,524 inches. At first glance, this number may not seem significant, but move the decimal point over and you get 365.24. Modern science has shown us that the exact length of the solar year is 365.24 days. And on… All four sides of the Pyramid are very slightly and evenly bowed in, or concave. This effect, which cannot be detected by looking at the Pyramid from the ground, was discovered around 1940 by a pilot taking aerial photos to check certain measurements. As measured by today’s laser instruments, all of these perfectly cut and intentionally bowed stone blocks duplicate exactly the curvature of the earth. The radius of this bow is equal to the radius of the Earth. ONLY THE CREATOR OF THE EARTH COULD KNOW SUCH DYNAMIC UNKNOWN TO THE WORLD MATHEMATICS AND PLACE THEM IN WHOEVER THOUGHT UP THIS STRUCTURE.
In that day shall there be an altar to the Lord in the midst of the land of Egypt, and a pillar at the border thereof… And it shall be for a sign and for a witness unto the Lord of hosts in the land of Egypt. (Isaiah 19:19-20) Other reference: (Matt. 12:39; 24:26; 2Thess. 2:9-10; Isiah 19)
I have a soft spot for redhead girls….like a huge one hahaha, or wakeboard girls:)
Focus on my imperfections, and i lack the affections, more or less a deprivation of hugs, or even little kisses, but misses oh mam, my heart just cant stand the beating, how, my God, can i keep it beating, my veins receding to the core bones cant take much more, Dear God open a a brand new door….and ive stumbled over problems we all have a time or two, lust, greed, imperfections i feel that i have, and you dont, beauty is in the eye of the beholder, shrug your shoulder and blow me off as just another friend,.continue the trend and bend my trust til it breaks, my back, im so sick and tired of carrying the tired people around, it astounds me you cant see the father, why do i bother? Its my job as a son, you’re his daughter so show some respect quit bouncing his checks, I know that you know that i know that you dont show the flow to your heart and project it afar a light shining star in the dark, behold the son has risen, drop to your knees and clear your vision, find the life your missin, lll remiss you’re forgetting the great commission, its our mission to listen to those in need and not feed off the fame and glory that is the world a quarry. Here we are another chapter in his story, generation revival, my thoughts spiral out of control bless these bones and hone my heart for war…*ahem* When i close my eyes what cruel images will my mind devise, negative thoughts a devil in disguise, instilling doubt to plant my demise, lies, i awake, cry out to the lord, my shield and sword, all shall fall, all negativity conquered by my father, I stood strong, i “bothered,” i am the royal priesthood, sent with good word, my voice heard across nations, I am you, and we are one, a family of love! *heartbeat* “Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres!” ….Im not going to lie, when i say that i love you, I dont care if im told I dont know you, Ive Read the word, seen the light, your my brother, my sister and to win this fight i must love you truly, in modern society love is only seen in romantic views, truthfully love is more than just him and you, or her and I, please ask yourself why, do you see your friend as someone you love? Do you reflect your heart with every high five and hug, oh society there’s a bug, more like a parasite going around without a sound it pounds the idea of lust into our heads, that without someone, our happiness will be dead, but no I love you, we Love you, the father above loves you, now dont say that im shallow, dont say im a lie, when i tell you I love you its yours to decide, treat him like a brother or push him aside, either way, my prayers your inside; and to my brothers Your definition of beauty is not what it seems, puked out perfect models in lit up computer screens, is this what you wanted its not what it seems, the girls in the videos are being deceived by flesh mongering thieves, there is a life more than this! You can break the cycle and move on! Grow on, go on and take back your life, you have only one to live, your body wasnt made to give and give and give for monetary value and earthly pleasure at innumerable measures, but to love and be loved….tv, pc, mp3, every sense is keen to recognize beauty, and the beast of it is its believed to be true, truth is what you feel with your eyes closed, heart open, mind blown……
“O’ Horror horror horror! She draws ever closer to the door, whore whore whore, they call her a whore, but they cannot fathom what goes on behind those cryptically closed doors of a broken home she was born into, I dont mean to be superficial I say what I mean and honestly……honestly, honestys policy has all but devoured me until I learned to use it, the peciliar part is the lack ability to abuse it. So honestly sister; I cannot believe what I hear, sleeping around with any guys who knows how to turn your gears, like monsters they care not if you shed a single tear, or a thousand….heartless machines with holes for hearts, who compensate by ripping young girls lives apart….lust is not love, and love is not a drug! Drugs imply downfall and love is from above….I CANNOT BELIEVE that someones brother sister father mother son or daughter dont bother to stop her downward spiral have they forgot her?! Your heart is a lighthouse and who put the fire out! Oh God! You be her lighthouse and show her a way out! *ahem* Seventeen years of age and in front of a mirror, since she saw the cover with the girl in lace she can only scheme of getting thinner! Thinner, thinner, thinner! Oh, my God save her shes stopped eating her dinner, or lunch for that matter, and the scars across her skin, the scars! The guys at school she hears them talk, about the girl tall, skinny, short skirt, leggings, high heels and shes begging, to God to help grasp social perfection, and the needles and track marks on her skin cant compensate for the pain shes experiencing within her cracking breaking falling apart swelling the waves crash against the walls of her heart! Telltales signs tell tales of things to come, come undone from the seams by the trigger of a gun or by blade, growing ever closer with each client that gets “laid” and pays her measely price shes selling herself short for! Just a fragment of what goes on behind those closed, O’ Horror horror horror God open a door..”
